I Am Mallory's Highly Flammable Heart

Tyler Durden says
equal parts frozen orange juice concentrate
and gasoline
mixed together creates napalm.

This is a chemical reaction
just like mixing equal parts dopamine
and endorphins creates love.

Science was not the one to do me wrong
I am simply not what I once was
Love is a high
and now I am highly explosive
because every time he
lied
   cheated
        manipulated
              every time he broke my spirit
he stirred in more gasoline
creating a solution that cannot be unmixed-

                                          and he won't even say he's sorry.